What's Make Younge (You + Change)?

I used to travel
I travel whenever i wanted
Driving, I drove every where if the car can pass
I think Nothing, as long i reach my destination
Do the thing i wanted
I left wounds and scars

I felt i was naive
I forgot, to think
Think for the destination, road and alternative
I can have a better choice
The choice can lead me to the thing i want
I left no wounds and scars

Thinking last time,

I was regret and doubtful about the decision i made
I lost a person that i ever love before
Decision i made is not wrong
I can do things right for both of us
Dear, I'm sorry to said that our thought cannot cling
It is already 3 years, we almost never met, I miss you sometimes, but I made a team of champs by sacrifice the time with you last time.

Thinking recently,

I walk at Bukit Bintang last month
I felt half of my body was lost senses, numb, no feeling at all
Within few seconds, my body remind me, let me think what i have done, my achievement,
I think of nothing that really satisfy even myself, I have to change
What if, I left the world in a sudden
I left no glory and contribution to my family, my friends, and the society

That will make me change, change to a better person from that day onwards
And i know what i should do......

我喜欢的女生

我喜欢的女生，
是个漂亮的女生，应为当我遇到我的朋友，起码不会输给他们
是个有运动细胞的女生，应为她可以和我一起去运动， 一个人运动有时很寂寞
是一个短发的女生， 应为短发显示出她更迷人女生样，掉头发时我会以为是我掉的><

我的男人傲慢，微风，
我错了，我错了，
我以前定下来的，都是错了
应为这几年来，我感到的，看到的，想要的，并不实际在我未来的计划当中
也不是我所想象的那么重要，
不漂亮，没有运动细胞，头发不短…………这一切都不重要了

那这怎么说呢？

一个成功的男人，一定有一个很体贴的女强人
一个成功的女人，一定有一个此持到底的男人
任何两种的男人，我都愿意

我喜欢的女生是…………

孝顺
一个孝顺父母的女人，感恩父母所有的栽培和领养
如果成功结婚，也要孩子像父母一样
并不要上梁不正，下梁歪的结果，做父母的腐败，造成社会的堕落

体贴
一个体贴别人的女孩，着想别人，任何人，这样就不会乱发脾气
不会无理取闹，吵得半死，本人丁不顺吵吵闹闹的环境
会疯掉的

智慧
一个智慧灵敏的女孩，一个让我不会每天担心他的一举一动，因为我要他飞翔，而不是受我控制
今日不知明日事，如果有一天我不在了，一去不回头了，他会很镇定，以及快乐再寻找人生
让我感到为她而骄傲

我并不是一个好男孩，也不是一个富有的男孩，但是有些事我会知足，而迈向美好人生。

Birthday

Is that important? Is that really necessary? What is birthday?

Birthday is important, because it let me felt the gratitude for living in this planet for 22 years, Thanks to my parents for growing me up and take care of me for 22 years. I hope i can do so for them for more than 22 years, 44years and etc. They built the foundation of my life, really glad that.
Without them, without me, without friends that i known before and now.

Birthday is necessary, because it always remind me all the thing mention above, thanks to my friends. The cake and birthday songs is not important, it also not the thing i wish for. What i wish every year is can see them and more friends can sit together again and chit chat and also in the coming birthday. Seeing them smile and laughter, is the best present ever in the earth. Hope all my friends in best health condition.

What is birthday? Birthday is the the communication between me and my age. telling me that....I'm not longer young to play much like before, I will proceed my life to a higher level, facing much more tougher challenges. Because of that, I just like a continuous flying remote control plane that lost the controller. Fall in sick easily because always forgot to remind myself, health is the priority than work. Like anna my best friend told me last year, find a controller for my life ^^.

Coming soon

-为教育界奉献，值得让我流泪的教师

-伟大及神圣的工作，父母！

-我是个坏人

-怎么算学坏；怎么算学好？

-不放弃不抛弃，就是不断积累：一个知道积累自己人生的人叫强者

IBM 10 Minute Challenge

Jacob, Shaun and me were form in a team last tuesday.

we discuss and create idea in such a short time.....2 hours, we are great really, because we all were well prepare before the meeting, and waste no time at all. In simple words, our ideas are concentrated.

but sadly, our team lack of one member now, shaun, because he have exam on next wednesday...sad case, now Jacob and me need to work harder de......unlimited of obstacle are come forward to meet us in no time.......we're prepared

BAREN + MJ

Billy, Arthur, Richard, Evan, Nelson and MJ

Billy and Arthur are 2 good new friend of mine, these guy are crazy photographers

Evan is so called "animal lover" i say so after he tasted the exotic cuisine

Nelson and MJ are my 3 years friends, i know Nelson during my time as the president of H2O club, he is a highly motivated sport person, he also the National Water Polo Player, is also my proud to be a friend of him. While MJ is my friend that we, Nelson and me know during Construct Camp organize by Stad and SRC. Not soon after the camp, Nelson after MJ, i also surprise. Such a sweet and Nice couple ^^

Last tuesday, we went to Machap Baru to have a exotic food. At earlier, i only go with motive, just accompany them. Who knows, the food we order is almost loosing my mind. We ordered, Quill, Squirrel, Porcupine, Wild Cat and Monkey. I almost lost my appetite due to Porcupine, Wild Cat and Monkey, oh damn.......instead, i almost lost appetite to due meat recently.

Then, arthur ordered a Skoll beer. Then, Nelson and I order Tsingdao Beer, i so surprise that the beer that i drink is chinamade and the taste is so delicious and smell so good. haha, i can't denied it......i miss it

Well, now everyone start busy again.......like back normal, miss you guy

What a Tired Brain!

Is Thursday, is weekday.....maybe recently not enough rest, only able to sleep 6 hour during the holiday but luckily, just only mentally tired. Body still can walk around

Next time must limit myself and told myself that, one day only have 16-18 hours, not 24 hours
Lack of rest = Lack of efficiency, i can't put much input as well as do critical thinking, so i just move my focus on other side, make me awake till 7pm

So what i done during the time?
I went JJ for some Gundum Model, Popular to check out some book.

Luckily the sky is blue today, i can see sunshine, even is kinda warm. But it provide me energy ^^

Thank you Sun, you're my energy

人终是有一个梦想，一个最终的希望，也把它我相信给实现，把人生迈向快乐，欢喜，究竟…………告诉自己极乐世界在人生啊！

你喜欢发梦吗？
怎么样的梦？高兴的？和喜欢的人在一起的？还是喜欢以为是梦，当巴自己的脸是有痛的感觉？

对！就是那个！当梦以实像的那个感觉！

当然，说道，每个人都有道，正道，斜道，有时都分不清，应为每个人看的角度都不一样…………
你说你对，他说他对，何是对，是错，都需要证明才懂…………
当一个人有信心地说道，错的都会觉得对，对的就会觉得更有道理。

我的目的不是说道，而是说信心！
当你没有信心，你的梦永远都是梦，没办法去实现, 而且没有行动，更加没机会。
我也要告诉自己，不要每次都浪费机会，机会不是每次有的，要明智的掌握和抓紧时机！

说回来，
你有梦吗？是什么梦？怎样的？
我的梦并不是要当什么亿万富翁，也不是要当什么名人，只是要让这个社会人们感到生存下去的意义，一天比一天的开心，而要让这个社会是个不自私自利，播撒爱到全个地球的角落。
不管我在那个行业都好，当老板也好，当员工也好，当投资者也好，当企业家也好，我一定要做到在那个行业最顶峰又出色的一位，是的就是最顶峰又出色的那一位！应为没办法吗，有时要跟潮流，这个社会太现实了，要让人们跟我的风，我一定要做到最好，最有意义，最有资格的那一位，如果没有，我的梦永远会没有人知道，我的梦就没有人帮我实现。

这就是我的梦，并不要人们当我是神来拜。更加希望找到跟我有一样的梦的朋友，应为我的梦不是单单我一个人就可以完成的，需要大家的合力和希望的实现他，我要大家都快乐。^^

当我看这个社会时就非常失望，每个人就是很自私，愚蠢的自私，把我的梦飘到很远很远去。

当我想到时，就很生气，很讨厌，很想把那种人给一个个给灭掉，那我的梦就很快的达成了。
胡说！！！！！别胡来！！！！！我告诉自己，如果我把上一句的事给干了，干那种事了，我看，是我自己毁了自己的梦，不是别人。

所以我告诉自己，要把自己的梦种在自己的心灵，把梦在自己里给实现，再拨转，让人们感受着美好的世界，一个不自私而有爱的世界！

所以很多人问我，当毕业后要做什么，我说我什么都可以，当我一踏入了，就专一在那行业而发展，我情愿放下和牺牲，只要梦能达成，那又无所谓呢？
可是并不是当和尚啦，因为我的家长对我有期待的，他们也有梦，就是我成功，成家立业。
可以完成自己的梦，实现他人的梦，也是会帮助以及影响多多少少我的梦吧。
所以我更要一天比一天得更强，更有說服力，更加有知识，更加有耐心，更加勤奋，更加踏实的做人。

当这个社会不自私而有爱， 我相信人人会很快乐，生命更有意义，人们会更加宽容，社会平安又稳定，环境会更加美丽，也没有污染！
如果您的梦是好的也来个分享，我们应该彼此帮助，那也有意义的！

很累了，我该休息了，哈哈^^

Yes, Insomia Again....I was reminded ^^

Wonder why?

It is been 2 days, i couldn't sleep at the time i wanted. Maybe my brain still working, not in hibernate condition that time.

Alright, i admit it, i felt no point for wasting time to sleep, if i could, i wish to continue my work, but my eyes lid doesn't allow to, Workaholics, yes.......i love work, i love meet people, but i hate trap inside financial crisis T.T

As the result, i overslept again, miss the important class at 8am. =='''

so next time i shouldn't repeat it lo.....

coming up,

-The Missing 12 part 2

-人终是有一个梦想，一个最终的希望，也把它给实现，把人生迈向快乐，欢喜，究竟…………告诉自己极乐世界在人生啊！

-The Formation of BAREN+MJ

-IBM 10 minute Challenge

yea, very sleepy right now? I love my work, I love typing, I love reading and Etc

Insomia

Yesterday night i slept very early about 11.45, but 1 hour later i felt hungry then wake up and have a milo, well....as usual, online to make me sleepy. But.......it doesn't work, even felt tired.

after that, rolling on the bed? find the right spot........yea, it works, but is already 3 something on the morning.......waste 4 hour of sleep time

morning 7 something wake up and go to class...felt cannot concentrate at all.....keep blank out

study journal also......not so efficient

about 2pm, when i was ready to go pantai hospital to help my client to claim the R&B(room and board) allowance and Surgery fee, Operation theater and anesthetic fee.........my car battery has dry out, i use to keep a spare battery in my car, but not today......as i return it to my father, and at this time, the time i need it, it wasn't around......sad case

now sleepy.....work yet done.....FYP kantoi

Thanks a lot to my best friend, Mr. Edward Gan......i able have a ride to send my battery to my brother to recharge, oh yeah.......but is alright, luckily wasn't a big problem at all, just tired and sleepy.....haha

My best friend Mr Nelson, The National Water Polo Player back to melaka today....YES! haha.....luckily i have a lot of best friends

YES!

FYP Time!

Oh damn me, Tuesday is my dateline for step 1 submission included Introduction and Research Framework and yet I haven't finish. Still blogging at the same time, My brother from Singapore also back to Melaka and i need to help him for doing something, see men........When i most busiest, that time also most thing to do T.T......i better start do it, hehe

The Missing 12 (part 1)

Is been a long time......how long? Long enough for a lady become a mother, haha......i'm so bad. Eventually is already a year since the last post that i write myself. Well, how i suppose to start? Hmm......as far as i can remember is preparing for a sharing concert. It is the second semester of the academic year.

The November(Oh yes! is my birthday)

Just like normal, a event freak, looking for challenges, and minimize the risk(so that i won't get into trouble myself at the end, don't blindly and never took the risk into account!). So everything was started zero, we advise and discuss every single detail. Of course, there are also certain people who unwillingly accept the concept and not cooperate, end up multi-tasking again. We were bless that we, a group of committee included me about 7-8 person were fully committed to this sharing concert. It won't trouble me much, because i trust the team and we are truly focus on what we believe on.

Yes, I have to say this. The 1st step to "make it happen" is strong believe in ourselves. Even though, we face a lot of disagreement by others. Somehow, we not focus on them because when is risk is right we should take it as opportunity not afraid this, or scare fail. Our focus is success, the more we listen to negative the more we focus on fail not success. As mention just now, take the right risk! Another thing is, we should turn the negative advise as the risk to take into account plus! turn their de-motivation into the word to motivate ourselves, be positive minded and don't hate them! By any way, they are not wrong, just their thought, and respect their words and advice. ^^

During the process and preparation, we even meeting and pre-paration till late night. At one moment, i just realize that got a person that attract me so much. Yes, i done a lot of event so far, but only this time i got attracted by a girl in organizing event. WOW, why? it is because her attitude change 180, I felt like in-love. Just don't know why, her commitment is awesome. Too excellence till i can't explain. WOW, Each time i recall the moment, how sweet it is, felt like sucking drug, drunk.....awwww, feel so good.........Sad case, she turn back normal after the event. My feeling also turn back normal.

The preparation even run so insane, one day sleep 3 hours for 2 days, the rest of the time is work! and Yes! our hard work finally pay off, the decoration also awesome, of course la, is the fruit of team work ma, haha......Everything was run smoothly, so good and nice. A memorable ;event, beautiful! That day is my manager wedding's dinner, i skip it; the next day is taxation mid-term, i also didn't study and get 2 mark for that only, T.T

The next 2 day was my birthday, i felt like having the longest birthday celebration streak, is 3 days continuously celebrate by my friends, that's cool.....thank you my friends, thank you T.T. And the story yet finish, we also go Kuantan for 2 days at the same week, haha. ^^