What a Tired Brain!

Is Thursday, is weekday.....maybe recently not enough rest, only able to sleep 6 hour during the holiday but luckily, just only mentally tired. Body still can walk around

Next time must limit myself and told myself that, one day only have 16-18 hours, not 24 hours
Lack of rest = Lack of efficiency, i can't put much input as well as do critical thinking, so i just move my focus on other side, make me awake till 7pm

So what i done during the time?
I went JJ for some Gundum Model, Popular to check out some book.

Luckily the sky is blue today, i can see sunshine, even is kinda warm. But it provide me energy ^^

Thank you Sun, you're my energy

人终是有一个梦想，一个最终的希望，也把它我相信给实现，把人生迈向快乐，欢喜，究竟…………告诉自己极乐世界在人生啊！

你喜欢发梦吗？
怎么样的梦？高兴的？和喜欢的人在一起的？还是喜欢以为是梦，当巴自己的脸是有痛的感觉？

对！就是那个！当梦以实像的那个感觉！

当然，说道，每个人都有道，正道，斜道，有时都分不清，应为每个人看的角度都不一样…………
你说你对，他说他对，何是对，是错，都需要证明才懂…………
当一个人有信心地说道，错的都会觉得对，对的就会觉得更有道理。

我的目的不是说道，而是说信心！
当你没有信心，你的梦永远都是梦，没办法去实现, 而且没有行动，更加没机会。
我也要告诉自己，不要每次都浪费机会，机会不是每次有的，要明智的掌握和抓紧时机！

说回来，
你有梦吗？是什么梦？怎样的？
我的梦并不是要当什么亿万富翁，也不是要当什么名人，只是要让这个社会人们感到生存下去的意义，一天比一天的开心，而要让这个社会是个不自私自利，播撒爱到全个地球的角落。
不管我在那个行业都好，当老板也好，当员工也好，当投资者也好，当企业家也好，我一定要做到在那个行业最顶峰又出色的一位，是的就是最顶峰又出色的那一位！应为没办法吗，有时要跟潮流，这个社会太现实了，要让人们跟我的风，我一定要做到最好，最有意义，最有资格的那一位，如果没有，我的梦永远会没有人知道，我的梦就没有人帮我实现。

这就是我的梦，并不要人们当我是神来拜。更加希望找到跟我有一样的梦的朋友，应为我的梦不是单单我一个人就可以完成的，需要大家的合力和希望的实现他，我要大家都快乐。^^

当我看这个社会时就非常失望，每个人就是很自私，愚蠢的自私，把我的梦飘到很远很远去。

当我想到时，就很生气，很讨厌，很想把那种人给一个个给灭掉，那我的梦就很快的达成了。
胡说！！！！！别胡来！！！！！我告诉自己，如果我把上一句的事给干了，干那种事了，我看，是我自己毁了自己的梦，不是别人。

所以我告诉自己，要把自己的梦种在自己的心灵，把梦在自己里给实现，再拨转，让人们感受着美好的世界，一个不自私而有爱的世界！

所以很多人问我，当毕业后要做什么，我说我什么都可以，当我一踏入了，就专一在那行业而发展，我情愿放下和牺牲，只要梦能达成，那又无所谓呢？
可是并不是当和尚啦，因为我的家长对我有期待的，他们也有梦，就是我成功，成家立业。
可以完成自己的梦，实现他人的梦，也是会帮助以及影响多多少少我的梦吧。
所以我更要一天比一天得更强，更有說服力，更加有知识，更加有耐心，更加勤奋，更加踏实的做人。

当这个社会不自私而有爱， 我相信人人会很快乐，生命更有意义，人们会更加宽容，社会平安又稳定，环境会更加美丽，也没有污染！
如果您的梦是好的也来个分享，我们应该彼此帮助，那也有意义的！

很累了，我该休息了，哈哈^^

Yes, Insomia Again....I was reminded ^^

Wonder why?

It is been 2 days, i couldn't sleep at the time i wanted. Maybe my brain still working, not in hibernate condition that time.

Alright, i admit it, i felt no point for wasting time to sleep, if i could, i wish to continue my work, but my eyes lid doesn't allow to, Workaholics, yes.......i love work, i love meet people, but i hate trap inside financial crisis T.T

As the result, i overslept again, miss the important class at 8am. =='''

so next time i shouldn't repeat it lo.....

coming up,

-The Missing 12 part 2

-人终是有一个梦想，一个最终的希望，也把它给实现，把人生迈向快乐，欢喜，究竟…………告诉自己极乐世界在人生啊！

-The Formation of BAREN+MJ

-IBM 10 minute Challenge

yea, very sleepy right now? I love my work, I love typing, I love reading and Etc

Insomia

Yesterday night i slept very early about 11.45, but 1 hour later i felt hungry then wake up and have a milo, well....as usual, online to make me sleepy. But.......it doesn't work, even felt tired.

after that, rolling on the bed? find the right spot........yea, it works, but is already 3 something on the morning.......waste 4 hour of sleep time

morning 7 something wake up and go to class...felt cannot concentrate at all.....keep blank out

study journal also......not so efficient

about 2pm, when i was ready to go pantai hospital to help my client to claim the R&B(room and board) allowance and Surgery fee, Operation theater and anesthetic fee.........my car battery has dry out, i use to keep a spare battery in my car, but not today......as i return it to my father, and at this time, the time i need it, it wasn't around......sad case

now sleepy.....work yet done.....FYP kantoi

Thanks a lot to my best friend, Mr. Edward Gan......i able have a ride to send my battery to my brother to recharge, oh yeah.......but is alright, luckily wasn't a big problem at all, just tired and sleepy.....haha

My best friend Mr Nelson, The National Water Polo Player back to melaka today....YES! haha.....luckily i have a lot of best friends

YES!

FYP Time!

Oh damn me, Tuesday is my dateline for step 1 submission included Introduction and Research Framework and yet I haven't finish. Still blogging at the same time, My brother from Singapore also back to Melaka and i need to help him for doing something, see men........When i most busiest, that time also most thing to do T.T......i better start do it, hehe

The Missing 12 (part 1)

Is been a long time......how long? Long enough for a lady become a mother, haha......i'm so bad. Eventually is already a year since the last post that i write myself. Well, how i suppose to start? Hmm......as far as i can remember is preparing for a sharing concert. It is the second semester of the academic year.

The November(Oh yes! is my birthday)

Just like normal, a event freak, looking for challenges, and minimize the risk(so that i won't get into trouble myself at the end, don't blindly and never took the risk into account!). So everything was started zero, we advise and discuss every single detail. Of course, there are also certain people who unwillingly accept the concept and not cooperate, end up multi-tasking again. We were bless that we, a group of committee included me about 7-8 person were fully committed to this sharing concert. It won't trouble me much, because i trust the team and we are truly focus on what we believe on.

Yes, I have to say this. The 1st step to "make it happen" is strong believe in ourselves. Even though, we face a lot of disagreement by others. Somehow, we not focus on them because when is risk is right we should take it as opportunity not afraid this, or scare fail. Our focus is success, the more we listen to negative the more we focus on fail not success. As mention just now, take the right risk! Another thing is, we should turn the negative advise as the risk to take into account plus! turn their de-motivation into the word to motivate ourselves, be positive minded and don't hate them! By any way, they are not wrong, just their thought, and respect their words and advice. ^^

During the process and preparation, we even meeting and pre-paration till late night. At one moment, i just realize that got a person that attract me so much. Yes, i done a lot of event so far, but only this time i got attracted by a girl in organizing event. WOW, why? it is because her attitude change 180, I felt like in-love. Just don't know why, her commitment is awesome. Too excellence till i can't explain. WOW, Each time i recall the moment, how sweet it is, felt like sucking drug, drunk.....awwww, feel so good.........Sad case, she turn back normal after the event. My feeling also turn back normal.

The preparation even run so insane, one day sleep 3 hours for 2 days, the rest of the time is work! and Yes! our hard work finally pay off, the decoration also awesome, of course la, is the fruit of team work ma, haha......Everything was run smoothly, so good and nice. A memorable ;event, beautiful! That day is my manager wedding's dinner, i skip it; the next day is taxation mid-term, i also didn't study and get 2 mark for that only, T.T

The next 2 day was my birthday, i felt like having the longest birthday celebration streak, is 3 days continuously celebrate by my friends, that's cool.....thank you my friends, thank you T.T. And the story yet finish, we also go Kuantan for 2 days at the same week, haha. ^^

The Brand

Ouch......i think i step my own tail, after so long for not update my blog, after i see through my blog....i found out, i'm so immature, so bad tempered, low EQ....but is ok, let the past be history, it is shame to keep it all, but is it worth to keep it to remind my self, to moving forward. I will share out the past 10 months story......to be continue