A Dream A Teaching A Realization

After few hours of preparing my final presentation, i slept in 4am ++.

Wow, it's really enjoy my work very much nowadays. Is this consider workaholic syndrome? Who's know. Searching over the net to get info and learn new things is really fun. Somehow, it is really tiring. Thinking of having my own workspace, so i can work day till night and having drink under the sky on a comfortable sofa, that's call bachelor life's style. Enjoying the stress and tension~

Without frus or nervous, back to my bed as usual. The time our friend bersahur, i slept.

I reach a place where i was wondering why people chasing at me, throwing weapon and Molotov cocktail at me, i felt no pain at all(of course la, dreaming ma). Then I hide inside a lovely mansion, but people use tank to make the mansion demolish. That time i realize I'm immortal which is invulnerable to harm. What was in my mind that time is i wanted to back to the time when the mansion is still as usual before this incident. Yes, i did it. I made my self back to the time. Yet, the same incident that people chasing at me, throwing weapon and Molotov cocktail at me. then i hide inside the mansion again. WAIT! isn't this just happened? I able back to the time but i unable change the incident nor stop it. I kept trap inside the circle for few time until i realize something. LET YOUR HEART BE PEACE, NOT STRUGGLING FOR SOMETHING MAKE YOU GREED FOR MATERIALISTIC, LET EVERYTHING GO AND LET EVERYTHING COME.

Finally, i able to stop it by not back to the time and continue my life as a mutant in that world. That world was in ruin and chaos, people like maniac, killing, and destroying whatever they saw. They are tired of me because they keep trying to kill me until they tired and run away, but wonder why i never do the same thing to them since i'm a immortal i can do whatever i want but didn't. I walk by a pirated CD shop. wow, amazingly, there are a lof of XXX cd on the table but no body was there. I think, in the internet have a lot of "same" type movie which we also unable to finish watching, what for buy this kind of movie again? Curiously, i steal a piece of the XXX movie and put inside my bag, but i wonder why? HAMSAP? haha. SEE, SOMETIME IN LIFE WE DO A LOT OF UNNECESSARY STUFF, BUT THOSE UNNECESSARY STUFF BRING US LITTLE FUN AND MEANING IN LIFE. WE MIGHT REGRET FOR WHAT WE DONE, BUT WE WILL NEVER REGRET THE HAPPINESS WE OBTAIN.

When i woke up, i realize i have 6 miss call from my teammate for presenting. I lost 10% mark for it, I done a lot 2/3 of the total work but i unable to finish it to present. For most people might regret it, but i felt happy because my work able to help my friend to present. Maybe due to how we think, if i still thinking that i regret. I will TRAP in the thinking of how people view me, assault me, but I'm ok with it. WE HAVE A LONG ROUTE TO CONTINUE, THE RESULT CAN'T PROOF EVERYTHING, WHAT YOU HAVE WITHIN MAY BRING YOU TO THE ROUTE YOU DREAM OF......