Emotionally down

Family objection, argument and opposite opinion is my biggest obstacle to move forward. In additional, my cousin who grow with me who study with in the same school faced a serious accident. I felt, i'm useless i can't help my cousin in financial support for the medical fee. To my family i felt my existance is meaningless but they need me even though they always disagree whatever i do, i felt i'm a tool only, haiz. No wonder all sibling rather stay outside one by one la. But that all was happened last week and this week. Luckily i still have friend, they all like my savior even though they can't help much. For me, it sound like a very bad week instead of bad day. I told myself before, that i'm stronger than anyone else, i'll keep smilling no matter what happen. What i behave for this few week is totally negetive and i hope this will not happen again, so RICHARD aka RICH & HARD will survive no matter what condition, YEAH!